Turning point of my life
Confession
As far as I know about grown-up life .when I started my new life
ya either when turning point of my life came.....
that day I was so confused over my decision.it was mind-boggling
so much preacher so much teacher... I was absolutely confused
all the info I got was just from the passerby and it leads to overthinking...
when it went out from my cup of tea...i left it over a coin and on my parents ...
as an output
.. I left my clg...I boarded a train which was full of my expectation
#A Walk to Remember
From the start - when I was leaving from home the heart was full, collected memories but still was on roll, found some company, I was nervous but had a lil satisfaction but in the halfway the sun got angry and we removed our jacket in the months of feb. fully loaded,I entered through the gate, saw a huge crowd and got amazed, seemed like Shaolin guys & I asked my soul " will I be able to adjust here"Day by day, I hear my voices, I lose my choices, with every minute of my life passes alone in the heart.I yell and cry, with my throat dry, wandering for my dreamland, where there is rest, thinking about my next nest
Now I don't fear💪,I always cheer😂 , I am sure that I can face my fears, gone through up and down, sound leaving my dears one's away safe, but the memories that will last forever in my heart, I enjoyed sorrow😓 & joy😁 same time, sometimes it is beautiful and sometimes its unbelievable
''''the first day 'I was so bored, the second day I got irritated,but the third day, I started feeling very negative, by the fourth day I wanted to punch the wall & go out, I was consumed by negative vibes and wanted to show myself new aspects of this place every night.Then turning point of my life pushed me such a way...i changed my thoughts .what I learned in past few months some useful stuff & Swimming down the pool😇 was phenomenal & profound to say the exhilarating experience of adventure. But I did a lot of pranks and fun that will be forever with me, like holifest, some security breaches.splash fun is one of the best in them .
.i was thinking "oh, I am free, just like a bluebird🐦"."oh, I am free, ain't just like me".but it was not like that
At last, Day by day they send my friend away 🏃to the mansion cold and grey, to the far side of the shore, where the thin man sacrifice's himself for the buck
as I was missing my clg days too
it been so long that I am think'in that hw much I am missing to all my heart beats. I never been so high as I was in clg. missing badly night at PGI, fresher's night, Hindi department fresher, birthday parties, LAN and a lot of stuff.where fun ain't got no end. I know one sem. is equal to one night for u all and sorry for crashing that night in et paper.and really not Sorry for all the light cutoffs and pranks of hostel becoz that was madness for eternal joy .hah ha☺. All the moment I spent here is memorable...bunking of classes, sitting on the benches to watch that nobody is going to bunked class, going mess and roaming around college with friends many more. I just want to thank everyone who was with me in this college.U r d only person with whom I can be completely STUPID. I have given numerous hugs and held back floods of tears. It's weird to think that about 3 years ago, these hugs were given to, and these tears were due to, a completely different group of people. In a sense, I am leaving my best friends, only to return to my best friends.but yarro its still a dream to meet u aall.. A long-awaited summer with a bunch of new adventures is now ahead of me. But it's hard to think of the summer being spent with people I haven't seen in months, instead of the people I have lived with for almost half a year I just can't believe I am not able to see u allu know i have to start my life again. I know and say first meeting with you all was sweetest and now the first cut is the deepest .missing u all that i just had.the one I've spend unforgettable time that I remember everytime that u remember everytime u feel the same craziness🙌 no matter how much far I am
This was the time for what everyone's been waiting for. 😙👻 asking long time no see, what's up/new, how's things but so sad man😅 we have been missing you for many months But i had no time to reunite 👥, chill and create new memories again
Love, light & sunshine it feels good to be back home
"almost's","what-if's" and "maybe's" and also that whisper "hold on"
are the neverending echoes are still in my heart and it is still in me
now, my demon is living life of his own choices in realms of my darkness